Thanks, each of you, for your encouraging replies. Today is a little better. I went out to the store this afternoon and bought an arrangement of flowers to take this evening. It did feel good to have the sunshine on my face. I'm going to go tonight with a handkerchief in my pocket in case I get emotional, but hopefully I won't need it. And I got someone else to head up the food for the baby shower on Sunday. My husband gently encourages me to take this all five minutes at a time, so that is what I am trying to do. <3