Your very welcome Purple Flying monkeys
I really like your posts and I really like you so I made an effort for you buddy. So I'm glad that my help was helpful and I'm glad that what I did make sense sometimes I fly off on tangents and it can confuse others that are not following my thought processes.
Here's another thing I'll share do you think that the way that we have dissociated ourselves is an act of higher intellect the fact that we can function by shutting down the bad feelings and memories and still function everyday in what ever form eventhough i know there is a biological reason why we are the way we are. Just a thought to mull over...