so as i posted here earlier in the week i gave my t a letter on tuesday because he's leaving for another rotation, next tuesday is my final session with him.

so t and i talked a lot about me not wanting to tell people my feelings because i don't want to seem needy or vulnerable. so this letter i wrote was full of all my mushy feelings for t and now i'm just so embarrassed thinking about it. i'm dreading my final session because i think he's going to say something embarrassing that will make me feel really stupid for being so attached to him.

i just can't help but feel that he must think i'm so pathetic and stupid.