Moose,
Im so sorry your losing a T after seeing her for 5 years ... If you really feel that you spent 5 years and have nothing to show for it ..maybe its time for a new T ? .. Im sure you have learned things over that 5 year period .. Your supportive posts on here tell and show me that your a wonderful caring person and focus on raising your children ..

I have seen your posts in the past where you were struggling with stuff but within hours or a day or so YOU fought your way back to some stable ground ... so whether you learned skills from that T ? or you have just learned how to cope on your own?

Regardless of where when or how you have learned coping skills ... YOU have !

So when your feeling down just remember your alot stronger than you probably think you are .

((( Hugs )))