I understand that. Having a good support system around you is essential for anyone. And if you don't feel like anyone around you cares, that's lonely and isolating. Is there any way you can try to communicate with those around you more about these needs? Or perhaps offer them to them in hopes they'll offer them to you? Or maybe it's time to make an effort to make new friends that can also offer you these things? No one likes feeling alone.
At least you know you have us on the boards, and your T.