Rhapsody--I believe that I have dealt with my past and that I have been healed to the point that I can live a somewhat normal life....even if there is a little bump here and there..I think what I meant by bringing my past into the present is that I sometimes fear that, not that my past will come to haunt me, but that maybe the evil person that I used to be is still hidden deep down within me waiting to unleash her fury once again..I fear that sometimes..but I know that she is gone..does this makes sence? Its just a fear..because that person that I used to be reaked so much havoc on peoples lives..almost destroyed her own..and now..now I don't see any sign of that person in who I am today..and I have no desire to bring that past to the present is all..so I don't talk about it..I see no point in it..I fear that if I do..well..I see no point is all..I feel I have dealt with that part of my life and moved on..the people that know me..agree and believe the same..I do share with my husband..everything..and I will this..IF I feel that there is a need to..and at this point I am not sure there is..we will see..I feel like I just went in a huge circle here..sorry