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Originally Posted by PurpleFlyingMonkeys
I wanted to add, i have had dreams sort of, about my parts. But they werent in their form but were in the form of wild animals. In the dreams (more than once) there were two tigers, two lions, a jaguar a bob cat and two small leopards (child size but not infants) i do think you can dream of your alters, but with the message you sent, to me it seems more of a guilt of not being able to help more or guilt of giving the wrong advice
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I think your right about that part about the advice and the guilt, I think though that was an event that happened during my day as it was on my mind as well as the research on DID that jumbled together and was probably why my alters were showing/telling me the different things I wanted to do with that individual.... but honestly at the time of the conversation with that person I wasn't thinking of any of that stuff at the time.
It started with a nurturer with misguided means of showing support through intimacy
The pragmatist who stopped it and turn the alarms off
The alarms censoring what I was doing
Feeling scared at the end of it, confusion as I don't feel that way inclined towards that person.
For me that makes sense and I can live with that and you guys have helped me with that recognition.
Thank you
Lou
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