Did I ever have faith? I thought I had faith at one time. I don't know if it's my fault or not. I can't find God and He knows that. I have no interest in anything, totally depressed and manic at the same time. It's a living hell. I just don't want to suffer forever from mental torture. Does anyone hear me?
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schizoaffective bipolar type
Lithium, Trazodone, Klonopin, Abilify, Zoloft
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