I can relate...the one the that is always said, and is true is..."The day you don't want to go..is the day you really need to go." I tell myself that...and force myself to jump up and go, and when I get there..I'm always glad I went. Kinda like working out.
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Bipolar II
Borderline Personality Disorder
OCD (Thoughts)
ADD (can't take meds for it)
PTSD
Cymbalta 90mg
Lamictol 200mg
Geodon 40mg
Xanax XR 1mg