Really I do not know why my life feels so hard? I get up and do the routine, walk the dog, have a cup of coffee, watch some really hard to hear news. And I just don't feel anything but pain, hurt, low energy, want to crawl back into bed. I can't think of anything I want to do or that would make me feel better. I feel like I am only causing harm and pain to my partner and my family. I'm so sick of this. No money, no job, no friends that keep in touch. I don't really give a **** any more.
I had to stop working because I caused some much more work for others when I tried to do a job. And now at home I am doing the same for my partner. Whatever I seem to do is not what others feel I should be doing.
Ok so I vented today will go on.
I can't wait to see my phys doctor and get these damn meds straightened out. These are not working.