((JMO)))
Hi there. I understand. I have been on the "numb" side of life. I don't want to keep feeling so horrible and I am frightened to feel great so feeling "numb" seems to balance it all out. And, I don't have to keep feeling the excrucitating pain from my past.
I wish I could support you more. All I can say is I totally understand you.
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