Hello, Day2day. No question, life is rough, depression is rough and sometimes intolerable, and the two together...

You have a psychiatrist and therapists, yes? Have you spoken with a vocational counselor, perhaps someone with an understanding of depression, and laid out for them your real employment experience? Might someone like that have genuinely practical suggestions?

In any case, I think your vent was very concise. Please go ahead and cover the page if it will help.