Alone, always. Sure I could call up someone, 1 person atleast, on the phone we could talk, and she'd be sympathetic, if i could see her, she'd hug me, but we hardly see eachother, so never when I'm tearing, nobody sees me, nobody comes coz I don't call. What would be the point? when I do have the who knows what to reach out 'this service is temporarily unavailable, please try again later'. Always, physically alone, always alone. ALWAYS, its agonizing during these times. Never, not once do I get a hug, personal reassurance, physical comfort. Never. NOT EVEN ONCE has anyone stroked the broken bipolar puppy and offered it some milk or took it to a shelter. NEVER Maybe that's why I can't/won't leave PC, I'd break...