Today has been a really bad day.... Constant fights with my partner... I just want to leave. But I know I can't because my paycheck is a huge part of the household now. I just want to be responcible for myself, make decisions for myself, and only need to worry about myself. I'm sick of the people I want to care for constantly judging my decisions and actions. I'm sick of taking the heat for everything. I just want my own place, my own worries, my own judgements. I hate where I'm living, and its really making me take more of my klonopin than I should. I've taken three today already, and its only 3:30 pm here. I'm only suppose to take 2 per day, as needed. I know I need to get out of this situation, but I can't live with the guilt of leaving my gf of 2 years and her 16yo daughter to try and make these bills... I'm just so lost today... I really don't know what to do anymore...