No, it's actually part of the rules and ethics of being a professional and if your therapist is part of a professional organisation, they have to follow those rules. The rules are there for a good reason. Even if your therapist wanted to be your friend in real life it's not possible because of the power inbalance. It's not because you feel you are too damaged, they are following their code of conduct and that code of conduct is there to protect you. Hugs