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Old Jul 21, 2012, 06:59 PM
anonymous12713
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I am extremely co conscious like you are also. I think that's why it took me so long to get diagnosed. I know exactly what you mean though. And just like you the only time I've lost time completely is when I've been on high doses of ativan. (substances). And then I've really lost time. Like past the normal memory loss of someone on ativan. I do do stuff I don't want to, because when I do change into other people, I don't necessarily have control, I just know what's happening. And sometimes it does feel "foggy", or really, really distant. But I never completely forget. It wears me out to constantly be watching though. I am always tired. Today I slept 19 hours.

I've lost time, but it's hard to explain my loosing time. It's more like I just sleep through it. I sleep a lot. And sometimes I'll come to and realize it's been a few days since I really felt present.