I was recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder by my new therapist and the team she works with.I hear a voice in my head every day. I told my therapist and she asked me to give it a name. I decided that nite to try and name it but instead it told me his name is Joe. I randomly smell strange smells like dog poop, skunk and vomit when there is clearly no evidence of it. The other day I saw my dog's tail when I woke up. I called for him to get on my bed so I could pet him but he didn't come. When I sat up he wasn't there. Yesterday I heard him barking. When my mom came out of her room she told me he was still asleep. Also I feel like someone is staring into the windows at nite. I feel like they're watching me and waiting to break in. Yesterday I was outside with my dog and an unmarked van pulled in to my neighborhood and stopped. I was the only one outside. I suddenly got scared and could feel them staring at me, watching my every move. I thought,"what if they're taking my picture so they can come back and get me later!" this happens a lot with strangers and cars. I'm scared to tell my psychiatrist cuz I don't want to take any more meds. I think I'm going crazy! Any comments.
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