Awwwww WePow- I understand how you are feeling. I am in the same frame of mind. Just exhausted and so tired of fighting each and everyday to get up and get going and live (If that's what you want to call it). Last week T asked me if I was feeling suicidal. I said no- not suicidal, (and thought to myself- that takes to much energy to think about) just sooooooo tired. Exhausted.

I totally get not wanting to talk (or look or move or smell) it's just too much to think about what to say next or how to make someone understand what you're saying (especially when you're not sure yourself!). I have yet to remember much of anything from when I was growing up, yet have repetitive dreams about the most uncomfortable things- but then I can't really remember the dreams, I just know I had a dream and I can remember the feelings from them.

It's exhausting.

Hang in there WePow. We're all here for you. I've been thinking about you a lot lately- wondering if you were ok. It's so unlike you to not post.

Thank you for letting us know how you're doing. PLEASE keep in touch. I have learned so much from you. You courage and your ability to reason things through has helped me so much such I've been here at PC. You are honestly someone I really look up to here. BIG HUGS WEPOW!