I see the puppy James and don't worry your fuzzy little monkey head about me ok? Remember, I don't have a choice, I have to be ok at the end of the day, guess that plays a role in my survival.

Thanks for the responses guys. Really, there's nobody to call this time. My sister lives too far away, and my only friend is working hectic shifts... As ****** as it is, I've just got to push thru, thank you for taking the time to be there for me once again.