I'm sorry you are missing her Pegasus. I didn't know Kimmydawn, but she must have been special. I hope she is doing well.
I had a friend here named B________e that I talked to every day for over a year. Then she just disappeared. I can accept if she just didn't want to talk to me anymore, or had to leave the site for her own well being in some way, I just wish I knew that she was okay.
I hope you can find other close friendships here, even though that one will always be special to you.