i am sorry you feel scared, but you are not alone. i do not have schizophrenia, but i do have psychosis. i often see and hear things that others do not experience, although i am only rarely troubled by other kinds of unusual thoughts or beliefs. i divide my world into "real to me" and "real to everyone" segments and manage to live in the overlap fairly successfully. thank you for sharing here. i think lots of people will be able to relate.