I was around 14 or 13 when I started questioning my sexuality because it was then when I had friends with various sexuality. Didn't dare to tell my parents, of course. I'm 1000% sure they'll beat the crap out of me. They found out, anyway. My mom went crazy. She really did. I got slapped lots of times and she banged my head on the wall. No blood or anything. Was just dizzy with lots of tears. Thanks to my talkative sister.
I realized I was straight when I started to feel gross in being intimate with other girls and when my fantasies were all guys. Anyway, I guess it's just a phase in a teenager's life. Pretty much normal, I suppose. It's like a turning point. You just sort of realize which direction you're headed to. So... In coming out, there are various reactions to it. Open-minded people wouldn't be bothered. Then again, some people are very conventional.
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