...I just checked out that last band on the google, didn't listen to it but never heard of it either...wasn't hard to figure out it would be heavy!

yeah it's probably powerful stuff as evanescence is also I used to listen to them. Most everything I like is powerful...not the slightest bit gentle and if it is gentle it's way too meaningful.

like often when I'm in severe depression mania I put on the tv and watch the kiddies channel because it's so harmless, maybe you are right I should find some...what is it?...foresty music soundscapes. I may not have a choice...

I just really miss the stuff that has made me sort of who I am in a way. people often say...."hey whats ya favourite band" and that, well it seems a bit odd to say yeah well "this band...but I can't listen to it"