abstract recap of years gone by ......(could be 'crazy girl hazy guy')

...which one was in love the most? and thats the question thats the easiest question in the world! ... hazy girl or crazy guy?

he adored her she fancied him he went out of his way and she happily put herself there...

he kept her off balance so she needed to be held...he didn't know why he did this...she suddenly never trusted her feet no more he offered his and then he fell down all down all the way.

they fell together they were now connected forever...BUT

one of them stayed there never to return...one of them would find a home in the agony and confusion...the other would move on

he watched her and from further away each time she took a step and the distance was immense even though they still held hands...

poor borderline heart all torn apart she pitied him he hated her they loved each other the same but one of them couldn't handle it.

(....and repeat this over and over, lover and lover..with diminishing love but increasing intensity and there is my borderline experience with relationships)

part 2 later...maybe....'crazy girl crazy guy'

monkey don't know where this stuff comes from it just does...