I miss the ease in talking to others, making them laugh and not even having to try. I miss being carefree, not having to worry about things all the time. I miss being the funny one. I have just become so withdrawn that I'm now nothing in terms of...well, anything really. I'm resentful towards those who just watched my sink into depression, but maybe I should have just faked happiness instead of shutting everyone out. I want to connect with the world again, but I'm kind of clueless about how to start again. x