Hi Redom8....So sorry to hear you're in a bad place, and I hope some relief comes your way soon. So....just a thought to ponder: You say that you're on a "good" medication regimen. Well, there are many different meds ~combinations of meds out there, and the trick is for your doctor to try various ones out until (hopefully) something works for you. Can be tedious, but it's just the way it is when dealing with this depression thing. So, in other words, while a certain regimen might be "good" for some people, that does not carry out to be the solution for everyone. And btw, I've been there Sending good thoughts and wishing you all the best.....