I almost didn't make it when, the hot little dress I wanted to wear doesn't fit me anymore, couldn't get the zipper up! So talked myself into staying calm and found another outfit.

But I did make it, and who do I see there - my pdoc! rofl, we just did a quick wave. Turned out ok, people were happy to talk to me. More than two people said I had met them before but I don't remember.

And then I remembered how much I love to dance. So I danced and danced, got twirled around by several nice men, that was very fun actually. I'm glad I went.

And Clinte- I think my anxiety with weddings is about the crowds of people, that I might have a panic attack in front of them. Also I get anxious that I'll be totally bored and stuck there with all those people, and not be able to leave. Or that someone might know something about my life and say something about one of my kids' problems that might send me into a crying spell, I've had those in public before and can't stop crying, start hyperventilating, those are horrible.