Yes, my pain wants to scream out but I have no rage. Just sadness.

Many people judge without knowing. Many people come to conclusion without understanding. Many people forget they don't see what's going on behind close doors.

Many of these people I know I have known for a long time. Many of these people I have helped and supported. Some of them I was about 10 minutes drive from their own home when this trauma happened and that night someone almost took my life away. But today they blame me, I was the bad one. What they don't know is that they have come close to assist my funeral.

Thank you for understanding. Thank you for being here for me when people in my real life are not.