Hi Button,

I don't have CC bill anymore that is why I declared bankruptcy in December, but I still have car payements, and a list of other things and on long term disablitity after I pay the big things I am left with $143 a month for meds, bus fare and personal things.

I am going to be starting DBT in the fall, I am actually in a distress tolerance group right now. But my depression is just pulling me into a really dark ****** place, besides BPD, there is depression, my fear of leaving the house and GAD.

This is the first time I have not been working in my adult life.

No my pdoc is not offering any ideas, guess that is why I am taking the distress tolerance program that is already halfway through. It is only 6 weeks and we meet once a week for 1.5 hours.