it is hard to explain how you are feeling because moods are hard to understand, but i know when you are down and when you are in a good mood but when you are down i dont know if something i have done has triggered your mood, which is making things hard for me because you need to know how im feeling, but you try to hide how you are feeling from me and i find that very hard,
i know you love me and i know you are sorry for what happened last year, we are trying to move on from last year but sometimes something makes me think,
and being still stuck here in this house and not knowing how long before they will tell us to get out is a daily struggle, we have a lovely garden neither of us will use because of our neighbour, but eventually things will be ok
i love you as well