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Originally Posted by greysfan
I miss the ease in talking to others, making them laugh and not even having to try. I miss being carefree, not having to worry about things all the time. I miss being the funny one. I have just become so withdrawn that I'm now nothing in terms of...well, anything really. I'm resentful towards those who just watched my sink into depression, but maybe I should have just faked happiness instead of shutting everyone out. I want to connect with the world again, but I'm kind of clueless about how to start again. x
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I understand how you feel. I used to be super duper happy and nice to everyone. I used to not let anything bother me and I hardly ever cried. Now I cry a lot and let every little thing bother me. It is a shame really. I would try journal writing to let you get all of your thoughts out. This has really helped me a lot. Just put the past behind you and look forward. You can never recreate the same thing twice so it won't go back to being "perfect" but you can create a "new perfect". Remember how you felt and how you used to talk to people. You can become happy again. GO out to public places and have fun even if you have to go up to people and talk to them. People are usually friendly as long as you are friendly to them! :0 Good luck!!!