Forgive me, my head is starting to spin and I was unable to read the responses, if I repeat something sorry. If I'm off topic sorry.

I've had conversations with people too. The one that stands out is with a friend. I swear she told me she had an eating disorder in the past. She told me she had to eat a lot of aspirin because of headaches. I could relate because that was me in my past too. When I brought it up she acted like I had two heads. She denied everything. Is she lying, did it happen? I don't understand.

It freaked me out enough not to broach the subject again. It also makes me wonder how many other "conversations" I have had with people that I really didn't. Eff me this shizzit is crazy, mind blowing. Disheartening.

I don't feel like I am taken seriously anymore. I always feel under a microscope and it frustrates me beyond belief. I don't even know if I really am being watched so closely or if that is just paranoia.