I think I'm still in love with the person he painted himself to be. And I fell in love with who he is. I'm just trying to figure out if we can work past the stuff inbetween...where he told me lies about whe he is, and if that is the person he's struggling to be. I think he believed his own lies.

I'm seeing a real person with some weaknesses now...some big ones. Maybe I want one more chance to see if, now that everything is on the table we can work it out. He seems to think so from his texts. But reality and time will tell for sure I guess.

Love does have a habit of sucking me in and making my judgement awful cloudy.