My different ones are mostly about pre and post-meds.

Pre meds, it was intense. It was mental and physical release. For me the act of ejaculating is a big part of it. I can't imagine feeling the same sensation of release without it.

With meds it was nothing but mild release. Pretty tame.

Now I'm on cymbalta and I feel it is starting to come back. I am feeling some of the pre-meds shudders that I had, and definitely am ejaculating a lot more than when I was on meds. I am also experiencing a feeling of peace and euphoria afterwards that I haven't had before.