I'm 15, and I have been raped multiple times. By the people I was in a relationship with. By a guy, I didn't even know. And, I was also raped/molested when I was 4, and 5, by my uncle. My current boyfriend, doesn't want to accept this, and still demands sex, whether i'm up for it, or not. The sexual abuse from my childhood, still really hurts me, and I still have horrible nightmares about it, and it really depresses me. The times that I have been raped, obviously hurt me, a lot, too. I don't know how i'm supposed to move on, and work on getting over this, when the person who I have been in a relationship with for 9 months, and who is my bestfriend, won't support me, or be there for me. Any advice on how to get over this, or what i'm supposed to do about my boyfriend? Please, can someone help?