So sorry you have experienced this. I would be angry to, but then there's accepting to, that seems to help, even when difficult. I hope that your ear gets better, instead of worse or remains the same. Also for your head trauma, that has to be difficult to adapt to, it's like the abuse has sticked around, but please do not allow this to let anger remain in your life forever as well. Once again I'm so sorry your going through this right now.