I wish I could help you, ajbpdijhsk, but I'm not a doctor, as you know, and we can't
diagnose.

I can tell you, though, that cutting is one symptom of bipolar illness for some people.

You really need to see a psychiatrist to get a definite diagnosis so that you may take proper medication to ease the symptoms. If it is bipolar, it can only get worse
over the years unless you do seek treatment.

To change the subject, you also should correct your mother gently in her behavior.
It isn't healthy for you to be around negativity, because that is a loading for depression. You don't want that in your life if you can avoid it.

Take care of yourself and please decide to see a pscyhiatrist soon; it's the best possible thing you can do for yourself and your well-being, in my view.

Thanks for posting and continue to keep in touch as you wish.

Genetic