Thanks guys. Hankster your right hugs from someone you may not trust is not necessarly someone you want to let be near you.

W2F, that would be wants2fly. Yikes your initials are like mine BM. wonderful huh. BM, just call me S***. Anyway you have to laugh when you can. Sorry about that. Back to the issue at hand. Birth control can certinly make you crazy. I don't take any though. It causes more side affects than advantages. Plus you'd have to like the person your with to get preg. anyway. I guess I'm just frustrated. If you let the feeling out then you have to deal with them. Who wants to do that. I fear if they get out into the open I may not be able to turn them back off. Then what. At least if they are locked inside of me they are within my control as unhealthy as that form of control may be.