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Wish I know how to help you feel better. What if you try making a postive list more often. Then maybe you will do more things to put on it. Even keep a running list - you can do something positive and go write it on the list right then. And I think that working on your website and makign logos do count as positives. You are doing something constructive, giving expression to your talent and creativity, and reaching out to people. Sounds positive to me!

Yes, there are things you are avoiding that you really do need to do, like paying the bills. I hate paying the bills too, but even though I dread it when I actually sit down and get it done it turns out not to be so bad (unless the bills added up to more than the money in the bank account ). Same goes for washing the dishes and other housework. I don't usually want to do those things, but they have to be done. Breaking it up with things I would rather do, and using a timer help with that. I can work on the must do task for 10 or 15 minutes and then reward myself with computer time or a piece of chocolate. Keep trying. Something will work, but yes it does take a lot of effort.

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