I do understand how you feel, though my posts to you have been rather harsh. I react this way, partly, I suppose, because I know how it feels to be abandoned when you love someone so deeply. I was young, your age, when this happened, though I wasn't pregnant like you. It left me fearful, and making bad choices in men thereafter, primarily, totally out of fear of being abandoned again and being hurt so badly. I hope this doesn't happen to you. If I were to advise someone in the same position again, I would say take a long time to take care of yourself first before embarking on other romantic relationships. I realize this is not even in your thought processes at this time, and that is good, but you will come to a point where you will want another partner. At that time, whenever it comes, I hope you will have matured to the point where you take care of yourself first, and assess whomever you meet in their aspects of maturity and caring.
Enough said. I am thinking of you and sending healing thoughts. I'm sure many here on PC feel the same.
Patty