Hey there, welcome and I'm glad you felt able to post Dont' worry about rambling or ranting and such, we're all prone to that at points.

I'm sorry you're having a tough time. I don't really have any advice, except it seems like you don't really want advice so much as a sympathetic ear. I can have that

One thing did strike me, though: your therapist should not make you feel belittled or like a child. Can you request to see a new one through your mental health Wal-Mart?