Wow Lost, I'm just trying to figure out how your T juggles 60 clients!!! That is one heavy caseload!

Your T is obviously very invested in you, despite his heavy caseload. I'm sure he didn't tell you the info to shame you or make you feel bad for being a "burden". If he didn't want to do what he does for you, he wouldn't do it. Feel glad that he genuinely cares for you. You are fortunate to have a great T.