Okay, so initially, I said something funny/snotty, but realized you may not be up to that yet. I wish there was something I could do to help you feel better. I don't want to just spout platitudes at you or point you back to your own thread. I'm dying of curiosity, but don't let my imminent demise from curiosity influence your decision.

And just because I'm a total snot, I'm including my first response:

Well make up your mind, Woman, because I keep logging on just to see if you've posted.