Lost, it could be deliberate that your T does not have other clients that need as much as you. I have heard that some Ts only take on one or two really needy clients at a time so as to make sure they have enough time/energy for everyone. So maybe you are that one lucky one right now. If your T didn't want to keep helping you, he wouldn't. It sounds like he has enough time and energy for you; I am glad you have found him. When you have done more work in therapy, you probably won't see him twice a week or need to email him as frequently. Maybe that can be a positive motivator for you in therapy.