(((AbandonmentIssues)))

Those are wonderful things to fully share in a romantic relationship.

I know that I can't say much to help you through this very painful time of your life. I honestly wish that I could! You are in my thoughts. I sincerely hope that your pain begins to ease soon.

You aren't a monster at all either. This is an incredibly emotional time of your life, which will continue after your daughter is born. Remind yourself of these facts rationally, when you find yourself becoming angry and self-hateful. In my experience, pregnancy intensifies the emotions that we have. Fear, happiness, sadness, etc are made much more strong than they would normally be. Try not to dwell on the dark emotions and thoughts that pop inside of your head. It's really hard, I know.

You are HUMAN ~ not "perfect", no. But that doesn't mean that you aren't a beautiful woman. Beautiful inside and out! Your humanity makes this experience really hard to go through, especially after the loss of the man you love.

I wish you some sense of peacefulness or ease in the day/night. Take care of yourself and your daughter .