I am kind of bummed today. I went over to my now ex girlfriends place and picked up all my stuff. It was really depressing. There was still a picture up of us, I just sat there and looked at it for a while. I also sat on her bed. This may sound wierd but I held her pillow for a bit, as well as a stuffed animal she sleeps with. It smelled like her and for a minute everything was back to the way it was, and we were happy. But then I had to come back to reality. I looked at the picture of us some more and left. As I left, I kissed her picture, and said "I love you and I miss you." I do love her and wished things could have worked out but the time is not right at all. I will miss her, but not the problems and the confusion. Time to move on, the future doesn't wait for a broken heart. Thanks for listening.

Mike

Mike