Not sure where to start. Would possibly like some advice. Have a hard time being alone. Have been on here before, back in May. There's too many choices as to where to go, what to do, all alone, in a relatively large city, compared to what I've been used to in the past.
Don't have many acquaintances. Did call an old classmate tonight though, and got some numbers for some other ones from her. I need contact with others, is all, but not sure I like the idea of having to do all the work, for it. Would like someone to come see me, as I am, without needing to be all fixed up, etc., you know. Just to be me.
Well, I hope, really hope this time, I can get ahold of these other friends and see at least one of them. I used to exchange Christmas cards with one of them, then had lost contact for awhile.
See, we moved a lot, I have addresses of people in my address book, where I have to jog my memory as to who they are. Not long lasting relationships with so many of them.
Well, anyway, it can get quite lonely, husband gone driving again. I think some things in that area may change soon. But I just can't stand too much time alone. Needed some of it, at beginning of week, since had been around family too much over a 2 week period. So, I got some things done and caught up, then question, what do I do with myself.
I drive too, and the friend I talked to tonight said she couldn't do that. I couldn't work in a grocery store, even though at one time, I thought it might be an easy job. I am not a people person. Do better driving out on long stretches. Now, it's not a big truck mind you, but buses, RV's, etc. Just wanted to let you know, whoever reads this.
So, there's probably a few on here that might understand. Even talked to a few people at businesses today, I can do alright sometimes talking with them, other times, they get the best of me. Can't seem to stand up for myself.
Well, will let this do for now. Hope someone can identify. Take care.