I can't get myself to work. It's not that I'm distracted or hyper, I just flat out don't want to get out of bed and do anything. I've totally lost interest in my job. This is especially bad because I'm self-employed.
Recently I've thought that maybe it's low-grade depression, but I'm not sure. I'm not suicidal or anything like that, but I just feel resigned. I tell myself, frodo, you've got to work hard or you won't succeed, but it doesn't seem to matter. There's no emotional weight to that consequence.
what could this be?
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