ajbpdljhsk, cuting does occur in bipolar illness as a result of poor stress management from early childhood, in some cases. I've never done that so I know very little about it. However, it can also be related to another personality disorder, so you really need to be evaluated to find out what's happening. With a doctor's advice, you may be able to talk to your mother more rationally so that she will believe what you are saying.

I'm genuinely sorry you feel you can't see a physician, but as Clinte and I have recommended, please keep in touch if you need to discuss things further.

I hope you feel a little better after discussing this.

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