I can't think about anything else but my T and Pdoc. I think about them day and night. I think i wish that they were my mum and dad. even though I'm an adult. I really miss them and I am not looking forward to the day when they say that i don't need to see them anymore. I really like them alot. i wouldn't want to tell them how much I think about them because I am afraid that they will leave me or deliberately see me less often just to see how i react. I would be devestated.